It happened. Finally. I've only been waiting on the spark for YEARS. I hadn't felt it in over 2 years. And then it happened, reminding me that I'm not broken. I can still feel. If nothing else, at least it reminded me that I CAN feel this way. It's something for me to strive for.
Who knows if things will work out but I feel like I've found my person. The chemistry is there, the spark is there, and he's on my mind non-stop. THIS is how lust should feel like. This is how the beginning should be.